Hannah Hunt - Vampire Weekend
Crimson ink bleeding into thin sheet,
frantic chaos in my mind.
Burden by mistakes,
I’d wind back time.
I need to learn how to love myself first. Everything will be okay again, maybe even better than before. Better than before. I struck a love deficit. I need time on my own. I hope to replenish your heart banks.
I just came home after being gone for prom weekend. After these two days stepping into my house felt like running into a wall of reality. This has been one of the most amazing experiences of my life and I’m so glad that I got to spend it with such amazing people. Not once did I feel out of place or awkward or anything at all. Everyone makes me feel right at home and I can’t even begin to describe how much I love all of them, especially the girls. I’m just overflowing with joy that I became such good friends with those girls and just how incredible everything was. Being with everyone felt so great and so comfortable, that being home feels tense and stressful. I can’t wait to spend another day with them tomorrow and finish off a terrific prom weekend. I absolutely needed this, and everything seems just a little better.